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nightmarish

what is wrong?
i've been getting nightmares lately. moreover, they are repetitive ones....

first nite.

dreamt that i hurt my right leg. i had no friends around me.
was struggling up this grey column of stairs. it's a 4 wall enclosed grey stairwell.
so silent. dead silent. i was fearful. each step i took hurts alot....
finally got to the level i wanted to exit..... when i pushed open the stair doors....
it was a long empty corridor. grey and dead. the corridor was lit, coz it faced glass panel windows.
but to my left.... there were empty rooms. empty ward rooms. it's very eerie...

i tried to walk as fast as i could, ignoring the pain... i cried. i felt lost and helpless.
where's my family? where's my best friends? where's joshua?
where is this place? why am i here?

i struggled and ended up at the hospital entrance. there were lots of people, lotsa wounded patients... then the dream ended.

last nite

dreamt that i was stranded... at a mrt station at i don't know where.
i left my relative's house... (where i borrowed the bathroom to bathe for half hour...!!!)
it was pouring heavily with small sharp raindrops... like a silver curtain cascading from the heavens.
the train came. but not to my destination. that estate was unfamiliar. (it does look like the Bedok estate outside TJC...) i was so scared.
where's joshua? where's my cell phone?!
i managed to ask someone (of all people, it's a China man) where am i and how to get out.
he was very impatient with me... i wondered what's wrong with people, why are they so cold and hostile..?

posted by Veen @ 10:04